I knew that I would feel a sense of vulnerability when I made this blog public but I didn’t realize the effect it would have on my flow of thoughts.…
You’re asleep. Your hand is in mine and I can hear the sweet sound of your breathing Deep breaths Barely there snores The windows are open The breeze is cool…
Another wave crashed upon us. But we made it back to shore. I feel stronger now…we are stronger now. I had been so caught up in my own personal struggle…
A very best friend of mine called me a week ago to take my son and I to the sunflower patch. I had been wanting to visit this place forever but completely…
Life is fuzzy today. I’m in between awake and asleep. You snuggle into me as our breaths align. I don’t rush to lay you down today. These moments are fleeting…
You’re my hero today. You heard the cries in the middle of the night when I was night-weaning our son. You heard the battle I encountered from 3-6am I was…
I feel touched-out today. I’m at my limit. I feel conflicted. Last night was the first time I got angry. Angry that my son wanted to nurse in the middle…
I am at peace now. There was a time I used to be so angry with you. Hurt. Feelings of abandonment and rejection used to stick to the corners of…
The only thing that’s constant, the only thing you can be sure of in this life is change. When you become a mother, immediately after, you are a squishy…
I wonder sometimes if I’m supposed to feel guilty for quitting my job. I was looking at pictures of myself that were taken just 3 months ago. So many smiles,…